Whoa...very long time....lol hello!!!! Schools out so hopefully no more shitty shit shit!!!! Im really happy right now because I got a lot of stuff out just like an hour ago while talking to Ginger!!!! So yeah. I will hopefully see Bobby tonight!!!! yippee!!!!! I loved him!!!!! lol Ive been thinking a lot lately...mostly about other people or my life in the future....some people that I thought would be in it forever...seem to be fading out of it fast....its...kinda scary and sad at the same time. I never thought I would lose these people. Mostly my best friend. It is kinda a shock, but at the same time I saw it coming....who knows....I really dont...its just...weird I guess...My heads stopped hurting as bad as it used to probably because school is over....my head hurts worse during school because of the people. Wensday....I spent all day with Bobby! It made me so happy. I loved it. It was great.
I think Im crazy....seriously this time. I really think something may be wrong with me. Maybe....
Im going to start drawing again and opening up to a lot of things I used to love. Things are going to get better...after well that year off...lol...kinda sad....and amazing at the same time...its been a whole fucking year....Ive been with Bobby for 1 year 2 months and 5 days!!!! lol its great!!!
I miss my friend Jeremiah...yep yep Im going to call him today and talk alittle bit.
I havent seen Ginger in forever so soon I will go see her and just hang out and have fun like old times!!!!
I miss my lover(Bobby) but yeah I always do!!!!
I miss most of my friends from last year...most of them have changed....mostly for the worst...Ive watched it....but its not my place...so yeah....
I mostly miss my best friend, Brittany....but thats a lost hope...
I miss Timmy. We planned to do a lot this summer together, because we never really did stuff together or hung out. But I think all that stuff has already fallen through....because of certain things...
I miss having someone I can just talk to....endlessly...I found out this today when I was talking to Ginger...because I could say anything about anything to her....and it would be okay...and I mean anything...
I think Ill write more later....Im going to go call my lover sometime soon....maybe 3 or 4...he may be sleeping....
Im worried about him...and the sleeping thing...and everything....but I do worry a lot....so....it could just be me normally worring...or it could be something...who knows...I wish I did....
Well Good day to you all...
-Kristyn | 
